I didn’t understand, but I felt something weird in this my painting while I was painting it.
First I couldn’t change anything in it. This painting wanted to be just such it is now, just such I have imagined it at first. when i made a pen-sketch in one of copybooks. Sometimes I wanted to change anything there, I tried to do it. But anyway I came back to the first idea. It seems to me it didn’t allowed me to change anything. This painting lives outside of me.
Then another weird thing while I was about to finish this painting, smb wrote me a comment in my guestbook, and compared my Paintings with paintings by Giorgio Chirico. I have so great shame to write this lines now, but really in that time I even didnt know such painter like Giorgio Chirico. Anyway I checked his works. I’ve found his paintings in Net. And one of his paintings surprised me SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH. It is “Love Song”. And I was iwondering, ’cause in this his LoveSong, I found details of my painting I was working on in that time.
And at last another interesting thing, on the Sunday’s evening when I was working on this painting and with my ears were watching TV , just listening. There were the show EuroVision 2006. There was D. Bilan from Russia. I so many times heard and listened to this his song ( “Never let you go”). I so many times watched his clip to this song. But I was so surprised when I heard and saw this his song on EuroVision. His show also so reminded me my this painting. And it seems not only to me. My mother also found some likenesses between this his show and my this painting. The most simple likeness was in the rose-petals and in the white figure of strange person.