I was disappointed, discouraged and sad, when I came home that evening when I began to paint “Viola Song…” After a bad conversation. Day before I thought about painting that i was going to create, like black and white and colorfull photography style. I thought abt a girl, and that evening, i just wanted to forget my mood, to change it.. I wanted to paint and to be dislved in this my work… And to not feel reality. I very quickly painted a girl, she is a violin player, and the song, she plays, is pouring and flying out to the sky and makes the flowers apper on the tree. And this song put a colors to violin player so her hair turns red… And ?it seems one more moment and she will turn colorfull completely.
So that was the idea of this painting. To disolve in beauty of ART. And to disolve in beauty of a colors, forget black and white sad mood and turn colors. Anyway process of painting made me feel better that evening… And so I painted this paintings.?
Bottles or another name the Bottles appeared in summer 2004. I was just simply painting a home work while my summer holidays. I put the bottles to the window, some piece of drapery. And sat myself at the floor next to the window that to have a bit strange perspective. The work was going quickly. I was painting and meanwhile was talking to mom and some my friends. They were all also obsessed about such idea to paint some bottles on the window and with the rays of sun going through the glass of a bottles. And so they brought me an idea to paint one more still-life, with glass, but more surrealistic. Still-life with name “And there was a morning…”
Which I have begin more later, probably in October, and then I had some problems with it… And I was stoping work few times and thinking about how to decide it. So this still-life was finished only at the next year before New Year. Anyway I like these bot still-life not only because that is mine still-lifes, but also when I am looking on them I feel as I get the mood of those days I was working on them
The idea of this work based on the horrible time of my life, on these my feelings, thoughts. Yeah, for the first look it is pretty work. Who can say that it is hell? Everything is nice, beautiful, normal. But it’s only externally. It’s not such inside. It is very unsteady and ambiguously. This construction is my inner universe. And it is independence of those three fishes.They are swimming between stones. They are very little even small sweet and nice… BUT, but the construction can fall and break off of any tiny movements of those sweet fishes. These fishes are one person who was on my mind and in my thoughts. And these fishes also tell about that silence which was between me and that person. And one more reason why I chosed fish, like a image or like a character for this person… Really don’t know why I decided to sow him as a fish. First I just added three fishes in my sketch and when i was in process of painting I understand that fishes are exactly the thing I needed to use. Cause he is a pisces. The clocks say that 11 days aren’t big time though for me the time went and went, and didn’t want to finish…
So ok today at last I could show some parts, and explain why I still didn’t finish this one and why I am still working on it… Soo first thing and most important of all – I am really busy with all these things I am working on currently. Now I can continue in details… First I was obsessed on creation one painting and here u can see it done here…
Then I was busy over a few weeks with this video
After it I have mmm may be one day of small relax and was working a bit on my this painting and then had another days with another video
So ok these last few days I was working with this painting… I was almost finished 2 canvases and have not finished one big and two small ones… Of course I hope to finish this one as soon as possible, but anyway now I feel I can’t plan when 😀